The Future, My Life The only one I have

This life is pretty interesting. I love looking in on it like this when I type this blog. I really lead my life in a way that I never have before. I lead my life in the most ridiculous ways. Im happy sometimes, most of the time I find myself to be distraught, insensibly judgmental of my friends, which intern creates anger, stress and unable to accept most people as equals. I have been looking down on the people that surround me more then I ever have. I just wonder what do they have to complain about? I have two serious jobs, goals, classes, obligations, and a future that can be quite successful. You know what I should do. Transfer. Thats the best plan I think I could have, but to where? I can't think of a single place where I could be happy. The only thing that sparks interest in me is imagining myself in Spain, or Italy, free of all this. Maybe next semester I'll tell my friends I dont want to live with them. Then I think of life in a home by myself, quite, serene, and oh so lonely. On weekends, face book would make all my plans. I would have nothing else. Thats the way it works. Wish I had another alternative. I just dont. So Spain looks like the top choice. I choose you. I would love to meet a girl who met my standards. I only meet hoes. I really expect too much from people, and from life. I lose faith in it all.