Chala

So, I'm sittin in my room, like pretty much every time I type one of these. I smoked a couple of hours ago, like 1 hour? 2 hoursish maybe. I dont smoke much, wow, ha I was just gonna right about how I don't really get high much, not cause iv grown a tolerance but because I just dont really get high I guess. Bu literally for that entire sentence and I'm trying to stop my self now, I'v been like swinging my head around just cause I cant stop and it feels cool. Wierd. Cool, I sorta feel like 'Go Ask Alice' writing this shit. Writing a blog and doing drugs. This is a nice little break, I actually really need to do some reading for tomorrow, but I probably wont. I'v done fine on the other reading quizes and he drops like 3 of them, worrd. I'm probably going to bed soon, I really want these peach gummies that I had the other day, they're so good I really want some. I think maybe I will place guitar. I may go out and get those gummies if I can scrounge up a couple bucksters. So, hmmm what else. Yea so I really don't like my roommate, its probably just because I have gotten tired of him and tired of looking at only the good in people, now I look at a lot of the negative mostly. This kid sucks at guitar. Any way, its cause I have been recently just like let down and lost trust in people for it. I'm totally craving those peach things. I feel like sometime I have to sensor what I say because I worry that I'm going to leave this up one day and they'll see it, cause even with my computers closed, its not safe, every time i look at my computer someone elses face book is up,or aim is on. BS. Dont use this comp without my permish yo. Hm, so pretty much just me and my two other roommate are going to be living together next semester. I was told by my other roommate that as a last resort he would live with these other kids, but that he was with us to the end. Two days later, he's living with them. BS. Give a brother a break, with us til then end, the bounce out. Well it makes me feel like not getting a house and just moving to Mallorca or something for atleast a semester or two, then maybe coming back and finishing school. We'll see after the summer. But I guess I should get a place just in case, but thats sorta like a crutch then...oh I have a house I cant go, something stupid like that. I would hope that if I have the money and the motive to still go I would. I just dont want to all together give up on school, I think that I do want to travel though before getting out of school and getting tied down with a job. Tomorrows the day, I'm gonna try to take that girl from work home, or atleast some girl would be nice. Besides the girl I always take home. Shes so attatched, how can she like me so much? I'm not even interesting when I'm with her, I'm boring. She's really just in lust I feel like. I need stop being so good looking. I'm really trying to get some gummies. What time should I get up tomorrow? I think I'm gonna go to the store if I have the monetary support for gummies. Nope, i popped some gum and now I'm not that interested. I'm tired, think im gonna get some quick rest and just chill. Im going to hm, not talk to you tomorrow probably,but ill be back soon.
Peace.