Life is definitely on the upslope now. As far as I can tell atleast. I mean i think lately I have had more chances to spend time with friends, I have been putting more of an effort forth. My friends have also been easier to get along with lately. I have a girl to waste my time now with, which is nice, i do like spending time with her but she's not really girlfriend type for me. Just a good girl to hang out with, talk to, have sex with, chill with. Its all good. Work is good, not pulling in an intense amount of money, but I am having a good time there, and I'm making good friends there, its nice to be there, not really a chore. I got so wasted there last night It was great, but then I took it too far haha threw up at work and then outside my house. My stomach still feels like shit and its been almost 24 hours since I stopped drinking lol. But the bartenders were way too good to me, make me free drinks and then take care of me all night, come on, thats too much. I love em. I can't wait to get a car, its going to make my life somewhat easier and more luxurious. I love sleeping, im thinking about it right now, I just want to go to bed but I think potentially my roommate may need his privacy right now. We'll see in a few minutes.
So as for the title, Its a lyric from a John Mayer song, "Dreaming with a Broken Heart" and I have definitely feeled what he describes in the song multiple times. You have a dream with you and this girl and shits so good, your so happy, but then bam you wake up, that girl and you arent gettin together, not going to happen, and that just sucks. Giving up really is the hardest part, like I'v wanted this girl that I have mentioned a few times I feel like for atleast a year, its not going to happen with us, and Its just so hard for me to give up on it. I mean I have given up, but I still see a glimmer of hope, and feel a little wierd and spiteful toward her. Well im tired gonna relax and sleep and shit. Catch ya later blog.
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