Never a dull moment

My life, past two days, way too much drama, get on my nerves. I thought I was in trouble tonight, I really did. 5 hours ago I was talking to my sister and her roommate about this girl I'm hookin up with and how I'm gonna be in trouble cause I dont want a relationship with her and they think "its obvious" that she does. How can they know? Tonight she texts me, "I need to talk to you." I thought that was it, this nice arrangement has gone down the drain. But nope. I got lucky this time. She was just apologizing to me for what she did last night. Let me tell you what she did last night. She told this girl, the girl who my friend hooks up with, and she has a boyfriend, how I said, "I think shes just there to hook up with him," but guess what? I never said that. Bull shit, really pissed me off.

I am extremely serious about my credibility and honesty.

I need people to trust me, I don't know why its so important to me, its not that important to most people, but I guess its like if I have anything I have my word, you know? And I like to have that, even if people don't see it immediately, I feel that eventually I will be able to gain a level of trust with people that will help our relationship in the end. Even if I dont feel completely comfortable trusting them. I realized that really the only person I think I can trust right now is my sister. Who else could I and would I trust? The people I'm closest to is my friends from work who are become better and better friends to me and my sister. Sucks that I'm so much younger then them and we will obviously eventually never see each other again, AKA this summer. A lot worries me. I don't know why. I have mood swings. I don't know why. Whatever.

Just saw 'I Am Legend' It was pretty damn good. I was pretty stressed the whole movie lol, just because the movie was intense and this whole girl text shit came during the movie. Ah, so stupid, life is stupid. Life really is weird. I think I may want to be a politician one day. Guess I should keep any of my real craaazyy things out of this blog eh? Or maybe this can be used in my favor to show my true colors, my real honest, youthful, and sincere side. Probably not. One thing that really destroys me is watching these presidential candidates, and especially the republican ones who try to mix religion with the presidency and with politics. Prayer in school! Are you crazy! Ever read the constitution? I think any president should have a good grasp on the constitution, other wise maybe him and the supreme court may have some issues, eh? Eh. For sure. Its all too much for me. This election is too serious for me. I always forget what I have written about in the past, but these are the things on my mind, so If I write it twice, just deal with it. Got me? Thanks. So I am going to go to bed now, its pretty late. Thanks for reading although, I def know that know one is reading this lol. Maybe I should make it more interesting, I dont know how, if anyone reads this let me know how I can interest readers. Ill do my best. This SWAT show is pretty interesting lol. Well, Ill write again soon. Byyyyeee!