Love, what is love without trust?

Today was an interesting day, a good day. I know that my blog probably consists of a relatively large array of useless, pessimistic feelings about the current state of my life, but, I'll hopefully throw some good things in there. For one, I exaggerated a bit with that whole pancake ordeal, she did bring back some delicious pancakes, and I do love that girl, shes great. Second, on Sunday I skipped the gym and choose to just rest, nap, and play Halo with my homies. It was really a good time. Just a nice relaxing Sunday, and I had a good time with my house mates. Hm, and third, I went out today with a girl who I never really knew that well and we had a good time, three good things. There we go. I also did really well on the last exam that I recieved. I don't really know where else to go with this paragraph so I'm going to end it.
When thoughts just end like that It reminds me a bit of that song by Jacks Mannequin, where he says "and this is the first verse, its not very long but I'm ready to move on," Im just ready to move on. Good band. Anyway, I figured out what that song One: Twenty-Seven is all about. Its a reference to the first corinthians, chapter 1 verse 27. Very interesting song, I'm definitely not religious at all but the bible is really starting to interest me. I am taking a class now about the New Testament and its really quire interesting. It is written nothing like I expected, and Jesus is depicted nothing like I would have imagined. For example, in the gospel of John, so far the most interesting gospel, Jesus is really extremely pretentious and a bit womanizing. He actually says, "Woman, what concern is that to you..."and she responds, "Do whatever he tells you." and this is speaking to his mom! Its pretty interesting. He's always referring to himself as the best and greatest and is trying to show everyone. It's odd that a faith is based on this man.
The title of this is blog is from a song, and that line always stood out to me. I always thought he was saying 'what is love without drugs?" which is more interesting. But really lets review, what is love without trust? I actually think you can love someone and not trust them, but its not a good type of love. Its not like true love. I guess what is true love without trust. In my visions, true love is someone that you can really always share everything with, special moments, sad, happy, whatever, someone you feel completely at home and comfortable with. A perfect fit. A perfect fit is completely imperfect without trust. Its like trying to tell a mouse to go into a cats mouth. It will fit perfectly, but theres no trust. It's so imperfect in the end. Haha, thats so lame. Thats the lamest analogy I every heard. I really am super lame sometimes. I can't help it. Whatever. I miss highschool a little bit. Highschool would actually be nice for a little while. Working 13 hours a week, not 40, and not needing to study for anything. Sweet life. Real sweet.
I got new strings for my guitar, its great. I play too much Halo, thats great, and now I am officially addicted to coffee, I don't really mind. Life is so interesting sometimes, now I don't think is really one of those times. Its a very rough plateau that Ive reached. Hopefully this weekend it will smooth out, get some good times in Im hoping. I really just need to find out if maybe I can get a day off. I hope Rutgers does real good against WVU. We'll see. Im out, its fuckin hot in this room. Gettin' up early for the gym. Catch you soon.