Its been some time

I have been thinking about blogging a little bit lately. Not too much, but I figured maybe its time to get my feelings out. I have been enjoying life still I'd say. The band is doing really well, we have been playing all of our shows really tight, our live performance is better then it way, however it can get better. But everywhere we go we have been very good reception from people, definitely makes us feel really good. I appreciate everyone out there that comes to see us, and even does watch us but doesnt come out for us, and to those of you that may come out to see us in the future I am greatful. We have been asked to come back to play again pretty much everywhere. Its great.

Spending time with everyone in the band and that we meet has also been great. Sometimes its hard seeing people a trillion time in a row and and for 15 hours straight all weekend haha be sometimes its just a blast and although sometimes we're fed up with eachother in the end thats how it goes and its all gravy we're all happy to be playing together. Its absolutely the best group I've every played with.

Girls.Met this girl at a show, thought she was sweet. She was cute, cute voice, she may be almost too involved in activities though haha. More ambitious and curious then myself I'd say.But I do want to get to know her more and see what she's really about. I definitely would want to hook up with her at the least. And I think I can. There's only one problem. My boy. He also like her. Not sure how this is going to pan out,but I'll let you know. Its kind of like if he cant have her no one can is how I'm feeling but the deal that's just not legit so I think I'm going to explain to him that it is just being selfish, and I know its hard to see a friend hook up with a girl you like and shit but the if I cant you cant deal is not legit. So I would like to.

Anyway. I dunno. Not really into school this semester, not into business, not into thinking about a real future. I am into fantasizing about my band touring year round and shit like that. We are going to tour for a month this summer which is great. I do usually combine facts with fantasy though. With the way things are going if we pick up a bit more we can be signed Id say by next summer. About a year and half. My horiscope today said that my analyitcal and intuitive sides have been clashing lately. I feel that that's true, I have seen them clash lately, I have felt them clash, seen them clash. Ironically, I was answering questions for class today, and online survey which in a way describes what type of person you are and how you make decisions and all that ish. And I was conflicted on a lot of questions because I couldn't decide if I was leaning more towards my intuitive self or analytical. Very much so lately though I have been leaning towards my intuitive self. Overall I am an intuitive person, make much of my decisions on how I think they'll turn out. On my gut, just saying I trust that this is the right decision.

Version of myself

I'm not sure if I blogged about this already, but if I have forgive me, I'm too lazy to check my last blog.

Lately, I feel like another version of myself. Like and anti social, more observant version of myself. I haven't been feeling as conversational, and I have been feeling more cynical. Just thinking of reasons why the people I'm with don't really matter much to me anymore. And sometimes its been that way with people that I actually really like. I'm just in an odd emotional state. Who knows why? Overall things are pretty good, its just something that possesses me sometimes. Anyway, I'm considering taking this girl out on a date, either that or bringing her just out to a party with me to chill...which do you think? I can't decide, I'm thinking probably get to know her at party and then see if she's worth a dinner...that makes the most sense. Thrice is pretty good by the way, pick up some shit by them. later.